A lot of things going on these days. Glad that i've done well most of it. But there are so much things waiting for me in the future and i can't be sure if i am strong enough to go through it. So far, 2015 has been good. Not really good, but good.
I have been thinking lately about my future. Short-term ones. I know i am already 17 but i still can't decide what should i do next or what am i doing this for etc. Just so you know, i can be very indecisive. I already had a few courses in mind which i think i might pursue but yet again, can't be really sure. There are four courses; polymer, tesl, law, and psychology. The tendency is towards tesl but the other three sound great and interesting too. As for polymer, it is dad's main subject. He is a lecturer and he once told me to continue doing it for him, since he still keep all the notes and books with him and said he can guide me to it. I don't know why am i worrying about this, though. One of my friends actually told me to 'rilek lah' huhuhu how can i?
I'm participating in Syarahan Bahasa Melayu for Amal Islami and it is freaking tomorrow!!! I hope i will be fine because i sort of having anxiety when being in the center of attention. I also tend to stutter when i talk, even when i'm reading a text out loud. Don't know why i decided to join it too. Big sigh... Well, good luck for me!