I am not sure if you are trying to avoid me from talking to you or you just hate me since the past but i just need you to know (idk if you ever read this) that i don't live only to care about your feelings alone. I have mine but no one seems to care about it. You are lucky that you still have people supporting you from behind, i am not excluded. But when i turn around to my back looking for the people i expected to be there, there is none. Of course, i have my family but still, i am not sure.
I talk to myself every single second and i am aware that i might look like a dumbass but best believe, that is how i ensure myself that i am not alone in this. I have me who is always got my own back. That makes me happy. At the end of the day, it is always you who knows yourself better.
